Love Languages.

This week has been pretty crazy.. From a crazy grandmother to working ridiculous hours putting up with ridiculous customers. Don't get me wrong, I adore most of my customers at Clinique..but one man refused to let me help him because I was.. "white" and he had no problem addressing it to me. oh well..
This week I've learned about different "Love Languages" and communication with others through different forms of love... (not love making ..haha) My grandmother feels loved when others spend her money. My mother feels loved when I thank her for caring and supporting me for years. I feel loved.. well... when someone spends time with me, but as I sit here alone I still feel loved. So I personally don't know how to describe my love language.
My grandmother wants to help me all the time.. and I have a pride issue. I really like to do things on my own, pay my own bills, buy my own clothes, purchase music from itunes (I don't download), and coffee ( I purchase a lot of that). I'll come back to this in a minute and tie it all together I promise.


Let me ramble a minute.

Jared and I were talking last week about me moving one day. God made it clear not to move yet and not to Atlanta... and well.. I prayed a lot, spoke with others who apparently prayed for me, and listened to the people who prayed for me a lot. Jared told me not to plan to move but to "cast a net" and see what happens. Well what happened ...blew my mind. My grandmother wants to help me move.... Which.. since I can't support myself with an rent, carpayment ect and full time school work... she wanted to Sounds crazy right?

So I thought about it, prayed about it ( since thats what Christians are supposed to do, right?) and I finally after YEARS have peace about this decision.

I realized before.. I tried to runaway from problems.. That's probably why God didn't allow me to move. I'm so glad he did that, hes so smart and amazing.

So to tie everything in...
I'm going to allow my g-unit to help me. So she knows I love her.. I'm going to face my fears. I'm going to Portland. Sometime late next year. I've never been so at peace and I love it.


God is oh so awesome.